♥ Thursday, September 01, 2005 @ 11:50 PM

gosh.
i love gretchen.
just read the mail she gave me.
so loving la she..((((((((((:
made me have the confidence of not giving up.
thanks loads ghost twin<333

hee.
she's so so so very nice.
you should have read it.but wells,i shant show you,would i?
hahaha.

feel so happy now.
and it's only the morning.
just hopefully i'll remain feeling this way.
gretchen,that message means alot to me(:
she's so so so so understanding.
okokay.i'll get over it.
hee(:
but i seriously wont ever gonna delete that message,gretchen((((((((((:


okkay.anyways...i seriously dont know what i wanna blog about.haha.just totally lazy to do anything now.just thought of switching the tablet on.hah.the thing i normally do;switch the comp of tablet on.hahaha.but everyone's not online yet...so sad.they must surely still be sleeping la.like...yes.its not even 9 in the morning now.sighs.im such a loner now.
nono.im not a loner.
i have friends who are willing to listen to me.yes.i have friends.haha
im suddenly talking in a positive manner.improvement,eh?hahaha.thanks to all my friends. specially gretchen,my ghost twin.hee(:
i love pushing her.haha.
and kelly loves it too.and ernie loves it too.never saw aisah push her.aww...thats so sad la..tsktsk.haha.you should aisah.and you'll get to know how heavy gretchen is.seriously.even i cant push her.hahahaha.must use all the strength you have in you.hee.im like...so lame here.gosh.
but it really is super nice to just push her.
oh.yes.


im sorry,gretchen.i was being rough after the assembly.i wasnt being careful.sorry.yeahh.you almost jumped off your seat right?the "landing" was so super bad okkay...i should learn from the others how to push you down from the hall there.sighs.



yesterday i was so busy.i didnt manage to message fudin.sighs.didnt have the mood to message him.felt as though he dont really love replying to my messages.never mind.i understand how it feels.so that is so why i didnt actually message him yesterday.sigh.never mind.i wanna get used to not messaging him now.yeahh(:
shall try my best to.